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wow livejournal Aug. 18th, 2009 @ 04:37 pm
Wow. Livejournal. People still use this thing? Had totally forgot all about it until I was sitting at home stressed out today and needed to spill my guts out. I CANT wait for 2009 to be over. This has been a bad year. Maybe school starting next tuesday will get my mind off of everything. Hopefully.

Broke up with my boyfriend because I was sick of his shit. Well, now I don't have the heart to tell him it's over for good. Because he is begging for me to take him back. Part of me wants to take him back, but a bigger part of me doesn't. I dont know what to do

Oh, and if anyone could let me borrow $1200 to get my car fixed that would be great.

Well LJ friends. Talk to you soon. I feel weird spilling out everything on here
Current Mood: stressedstressed

Jan. 7th, 2008 @ 12:05 pm
Haven't been on LJ recently. Internet has been broken for a while and my roommate finally got it fixed.

Anyway, has anyone ever heard of the book "Eat Right For Your Blood Type" It talks about how each blood type needs different foods to thrive and to stay healthy. ( http://www.drlam.com/blood_type_diet/ ) that is the website if anyone wants to see what there's is. Anyway, I am O+ meaning to be "healthy" I need to eat Red Meat, Chicken, and Fish, and I should try to stay away from grains and legumes.

As most of you know I have been vegetarian for years. I haven't touched a piece of red meat in YEARS, and preferably I would like to stay vegetarian.

For the past 3 months now I have been really sick. What started out with a kidney infection that wouldn't go away, has turned into me just having problems with my body. The doctor says my kidneys are still showing signs of being sick, and I just can't seem to get them better no matter what I do.

This brings me to before Christmas when my boyfriend's mom has a Christmas party. I met this guy Eddie(who was the one who originally told me about this book) who had a son who was very ill and had a very low white blood cell count. The doctors wanted to keep him in the hospital and pump him full of drugs, but his parents didn't want to put him through that so the doctor recommended that book, just to see if it could help his diet. The son's blood type was also O+. His parents did what the book said and fed him a piece of steak every other day for two weeks, and sure enough his white blood cell count returned to normal by the second week.

I've done some research on this book and have heard many stories that make me want to start eating meat just so I can get my health back, however what if it won't work for me? I would prefer to stay vegetarian.

Anyway, has anyone heard anything about these studies? I need more input to make my final decision.
Current Music: Crime in Stereo is Dead

I've done my share of depending, you've done your share of pretending Nov. 12th, 2007 @ 12:53 pm
Got admitted to the ER on Saturday night because I couldn't take the pain in my kidneys anymore, plus I had a fever and was sick. Turned out I had a kidney infection. I was so dehydrated when I got to the hospital. It was horrible. Was there through the night while they pumped me full of antibiotics, saline, and pain killers.

Now I'm just sitting at home in pain. They gave me vicodin for the pain, but it makes me sick so I'd rather not take it. Also, my antibiotics make me feel sick. I'm using my sick hours at work, so it's cool that I didn't go in to work today.

Oct. 29th, 2007 @ 11:25 am
Friday was the first day I could actually see blue sky since the fires started. I still cant go outside without getting a splitting headache though because it smells so bad. It's been pretty cool. I've been leaving work early and using my sick hours because the smoke has been getting to me a little too much. The Orange county (Santiago fire is what they call it on the news) fire is about 65% contained now which is good considering they have like 2500 people fighting it right now. There is still ash all over the ground throughout my neighborhood and my jacuzzi is still black. Things are looking better except bad news is the santa ana winds are supposed to come back friday or saturday and blow up to 40 mph. This isnt as fast as it was when the fires started, but I'm thinking it will still do some damage.

My mom sent me an air purifier after I woke up one morning and my tongue was black from all the soot and ash. I really dont know how that happened. We try to keep the door shut as much as possible. It's kind of scary to think about all the stuff my lungs are inhaling. I havent been able to go to the gym all week because my lungs are so fucked up from it all. My stomach was in severe pain too, but I've been taking pepto bismol for that before i go to bed which seems to be helping.

I hope this all ends soon. It's seriously terrible. They found out it was arson too. Some person made a huge fire pit and put a long metal pole in the middle so it would burn hot despite the hurricane like winds that day. It's crazy to think that someone would do something like that. I mean this fire has burned 30,000 acres already. It's really bad, I'm pretty sure the Malibu fires are all out, but I know the San Diego ones are still bad. Arnold was in Irvine a good amount of last week. I missed him though. haha
Current Location: irvine,ca
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: Ambitions

anxiety Oct. 22nd, 2007 @ 10:14 am
Im in florida right now. I had thew worst anxiety/panic attack last night because my house almost burned down. THe orchard across the street from my house is completely burned down. My neighborhood was evacuated, but the fireman did a really good job by not letting the houses catch on fire. My boyfriend had to evacuate my cat for me. Im pretty sure my car will have ember burn marks when I get back. THe whole neighborhood is covered in ash. The fire has moved on I believe as of now (thank goodness) but is heading toward oakley (my work) now. Everyone is being evacuated from there now. The winds are too strong (i think the high is 85 mph) for them to put the fire out. So it just keeps going at speeds that are unheard of and just keeps burning things down. Things are really bad back at home in Irvine. ARnold declared a state of emergency for us. THings just keep burning and wont stop.

I know Malibu had it really bad too, same with san diego. This is stressing me out sooooo much. Good thing I come home tomorrow and can take care of everything
Current Mood: stressedpanic attach
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OH LJ it's been so long

real quick

Cabo was sooooo sweet minus the hurricane when I was there. Ryan, Shelby, and I ran around during the hurricane, and sat in the jacuzzi. I must say, I've never played in outside during a hurricane before.


I have no free time any more. I go to school from 9:30 to 5 on tuesdays and thursdays and i work 8 hour shifts monday, wednesday, friday, and saturday. By the time friday rolls around I am surviving off of multiple cups of coffee. I have never been so exhausted in my life. It is so crazy.


Prediction:
Sharks will win the Stanley Cup. yesssssss
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Livejournal has become somewhat of a distant thing to me lately, but so has the internet I guess. This summer has been interesting. I haven't been doing much. Work/summer school during the weeks, and just relaxing during the weekends.

I am doing so much it seems before the end of the year. I leave for new mexico on wednesday, then the day i get back my dad/stepmom are here for disneyland. Then My sister will be down here visiting for the week. School starts on august 28th, but Im going to cabo on september 1 for about a week, and then Im going to florida in October. Jeez.

Hockey starts october 4. I'm counting down the days. Penner better not get traded because he is the best thing about the ducks ( I still hate them though)

I bought a bike. It's sweet. Black and HOt pink. I ride it everywhere. it rules. Lately, Neil, Ryan and I drive our bikes down to newport beach and ride from newport to Huntington Beach. Get lunch, and then ride back. It's a fun trip, takes about 40 minutes, but its right along the beach.

well I guess thats all for like the next few months
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Seriously
Hour of the Wolf is the best band in hardcore right now. I dont care what anyone says either beacause its true. Second best band in hardcore right now is sabertooth zombie. ok

anyway
school is out. moving to irvine in like 5 days but still havent started packing yet.

the sharks can suck a fat one. so can detroit. neither of the teams in the Stanley cup playoffs deserve the cup. I dont want anaheim to win because then I will have to hear about it for the next year, and I dont want ottawa to win because the cup needs to stay out of Canada. Wow this sucks.

anyway, yeah
bye for now
» Holy Shit, WHO fucking cares?



soooooo
Haven't updated in days.
Shit has been way crazy lately. My life should be a reality TV show because it would be way entertaining.

Spring break was sweet. Steve and David came down for a weekend and it was one big party. Soooo much fun.

I can't wait for summer. It's going to be so chill down here. I am so glad I moved. My life has changed for the better ever since I came to Orange County. Anyway plans for this summer (even though its like a month and a half away)

-Sound and Fury!
-Trip to Vancouver w/ Trace-dogg
-Lake with family
-working full time (this is going to blow but I have to pay my freaking rent)

I've also come to conclusion how sketchy 99.5% of guys are. It sucks.

Ummm yeah, I dont really have much to say except Canadians are lame, Sharks are going to win the Stanley Cup, and The new season of the OFFICE starts THURSDAY
WOO WOO
PEACE
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Going to Dropkick Murphys and SOIA on the 3rd in Ventura. Can't wait to see DKM. It has been years.

New comeback kid sounds exactly like verse. I don't really like it. It will probably grow on me though.

Uuuhhhhhhhh

yeah.
Good day.
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